The Yellow Meadow :)

 
Uhoh -_- 09/08/2011
 
Everything's gone downhill.

I have a list of goals that I wanted to achieve before I left for university – I have 5 weeks to complete them all and it looks like I'm only on track for two (out of 10...) so that's not good. Why do I always do this to myself? I let myself down repeatedly. I just feel at the minute like I don't want to do anything – I'm just so tired. I don't want to play games, or read, or go outside...All I want to do is just kind of sit around and mellow out even though nothing has really stressed me out. I think I need to attack this by the jugular and get things working again, so here's my first move (despite me not really wanting to do anything... ugh).

I went to the doctor's today and I had my medicine changed and increased. It worries me so much, especially since I thought maybe things would help... but my diabetes is getting worse. I'm so young. I need to get healthier, and eating more healthily and doing exercise is a good start. I've been told that a minimum of 30 minutes three times a week is a good start so I'll have to start doing that. That's going to have to be my main focus – what is more important than your body? I sure can't get a replacement... so I have to start being careful instead of just sitting around like a complete lemon. Two of my goals were to lose weight and to get into the habit of exercise, so here goes nothing.

There hasn't been too much damage (thank God!) so it'll be okay if I jump back on the wagon.

I wanted to get ahead on reading for University, and also do the essay-writing skills module on the Open University website to get myself back up to scratch and I've started neither. I think I should set aside some reading time every day, or close to that, to work on the books and the essay-writing. I'm currently reading the third Game of Thrones book so I want to get that done first.

The rest of my goals were a bit silly. To finish Portal 2 and Pokemon Black, to get my hair done (maybe in September? I don't want to spend money unnecessarily though), and to learn to cook. These aren't as important but I'll try and do them anyway for the sake of my sanity.
 


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